Monday, May 31, 2010

Grace's Birthday Gift

We gave it to her a day early, so that she could post it on Flickr and we could post it on the blog.

It was Erin and Chrissa's idea; they are the creative ones in the family, after all. They said we should take a family portrait.
A question popped up in our minds, "But who would take the picture?"
But Miss Julie raised her hand and offered to be the photographer, she had a bit of experience with Canon cameras.

Ruthie was in charge of our outfits, but some of us took it into our own hands. The outfits aren't that... um... amazing. We all tried to dress in "Blue"

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It kind of portrays our personalities. Kit is dressed quite weirdly, and in the back Felicity is in her pajamas (but alas, they are blue pajamas), and Liz is in her regular over-the-top flair... and then the sweet sensitive "mothers" (Kirsten mostly, but Ruthie too) are in dresses.

Oh, but god, Liz just had to go and make a spectacle of herself to be seen once she realized Erin and I were sitting together in the front.

This was the result:





:)

Sunday, May 30, 2010

I may like love, but I do not like Lanie.

Lanie leaves on Thursday. I wanted to get this over with. Its been lurking in the back of my mind ever since she came, to confront her. But I kept pushing the scary thought away.. I was extremely nervous about it - what if Lanie had a secret past in some painful sport like football, karate or wrestling that I didn't know about, and she could somehow beat me up if I told her off?

But Kristy expected me to wallow and go off into a deeper depression because of her hurtful ways. And no way, no how, am I giving Kristy that satisfaction.

I peeked out the window to see Lanie sitting among the garden, as if she was the most innocent thing you've ever seen. Pshh, as if. I'll believe that when Taylor Swift stops writing songs. I took a deep breath and crept out the front door, around the house, and behind the garden, into a thorn bush where Lanie couldn't see me. Panic was building up in my stomach when a thorn nudged me in the arm. "Ow!" I said. But then there came more stabs of pain at my thighs, forehead, wrists, and the bare patches of skin on my feet... And they were NOT thorns giving me pain, I tell you that. I shrieked in terror and fell into some thorns. When I looked up a hornet had landed on my nose.

God no.
I screamed as I saw hornets on my hips, feet, cheeks, arms ... They were attacking me! By now Lanie had noticed the commotion in the thorn bush, so she ran over and with her super-tough garden gloves she peeked through the front and saw me rolling over in thorns on the inside, with probably a swollen nose and hornets crawling over me. Lanie gasped, clutched her hand over her mouth and screamed with me.
"DO SOMETHING!!!" I managed to scream while swatting away the hornets, who just kept coming and coming.

Lanie got a blank look in her eyes for a second, then she ran back to her garden, picked up the bottle of bug repellent, then rushed back, told me to close my eyes, and sprayed the whole bush with it. Most of a hornets hurried away, but a select few remained and were buzzing like crazy.
"Oh...my...god..." I mumbled.

Then everything went black.


When I woke up, I was in my bed inside with a pot of tea next to me. Lanie was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at me with pity in her eyes.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I snapped grouchily.
"You might want to take a look at yourself..." She said gently, averting her eyes.
I grabbed the hand mirror on my nightstand and took a good look at my face - and god I was a horror of a sight.
I had swollen bumps all over my cheeks, forehead, and nose, and no doubt I probably had some on my arms and legs. Probably even on my back, too. My lips had enlarged to the size of garlic fingers and my cheeks were puffy like heck. I gasped in horror.

"Sonali..." Lanie said, looking back at me. "Why were you in that thorn bush, anyway?"
I gulped. This was the moment I'd been waiting for, except I didn't make Lanie look as weak and vulnerable as I had initially hoped.
"I was there to tell you I know what you're doing." I said.
Lanie's mouth dropped open, and it looked like she was going to say something but her mouth didn't even make a squeak.
I went on. "You shouldn't obey Kristy, Lanie. I thought you, of all people, would know that." My voice was particularly harsh and icy cold. "I needed a friend, oh god yes I did, and I had all my hopes set on you, but you smashed them down. I can't believe such a person would do such a thing. How in the world do you have such a heart?!" I rambled on and on until Lanie looked like she wanted to crawl in a hole and die.

And. I. Was. Glad.

-Sonali

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Love, Love, Love....!

Its so idiotic, yet we all want it in our lives.
And why?
Because we are all hopeless romantics, no matter what we pretend to be. You could be a grumpy old accountant, but we all know that all the grumpy old man needs is some love. Or you could be an evil boss with a cold heart, but inside, all you are is lonely and want a person who would treat you like a princess.

Some of us hate love. Some of us love to love. Some of us are hoping for that happy ending that you can never give up hope on. And then some of us are pre-teens, waiting for the day their crush falls in love with them.
Who am I? None of the above.
I guess I'm a hopeless romantic with no sense of relationship... for gods sake I'm 12 years old and god forbid I date until I'm 17, but I'm still fascinated by love. Taylor Swift's songs are more than songs when you feel emotion for someone, they are like a mind reader instead.

All I can say is...
Go see Letters To Juliet.
AND I SAID NOW.

-Sonali

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Kristy Harrison and Lanie Holland are going to DIE.

I will kill them myself, if I have to.
Of course, I never thought of myself as a murderer.
But I am SO mad that Kit just walked in and waved her hands around my head like fans, and exclaimed steam was coming out of my ears.
In my rage I pushed Kit away and started pacing.

Lanie Holland was so nice.
I remember her walking in, and saying, "Hello? Anyone here?" in that little innocent voice of hers, and when she went to hide in the little corner she found me.
That was a good day.
Today?
Not so much.

I've been reading a book, Umbrella Summer, and in it a lot of people give the main character, Annie, "dead-brother" looks that are full of sympathy and pity, since her brother died. All day today I've been getting "dead-brother" looks from Julia, Lanie, Kirsten and Erin. Except I'm going to call them "dead-Kristy" looks, for it sounds sweet to my ears.
Lanie does not know the password.
She can't.
She just CAN'T!

Oh, I should give it up. We all know I'm just saying that to convince MYSELF that she doesn't have the password. But what if... what if she does?! UGH!

I don't want Bethie or myself to get hurt. I'm in such a rage, I could fling Kirsten's best frying pan from Samantha for Christmas at the wall and then LAUGH at Kirsten's tears. Is this what it feels like for bullies?
The world is so unfair.
Kristy Harrison, this is ALL. YOUR. FAULT.

-Sonali

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Friends

Sometimes (okay, all of time) I wish I had someone who I could talk to about Bethie, and how I could live without Bethie much more easily if I had at least one person who was there for me.

Of course, I have my sisters. But none of them bother to become TOO too close to me. Most of them already have a best friend -- I came too late. Kit and Ruthie, they're one of the closest sets of sisters in my family. And then there is Liz and Lissie... they have a lot of ups and downs, but we ALL know that they are super super tight no matter what, deep deep down. They were together since the first second, after all. Kirsten keeps in contact with her, well, for lack of a more fitting word, best friends with Samantha from Bethie's family. Julia is too absorbed in cheerleading and texting to take on a friendship, and as for Chrissa or Erin...

I didn't realize Chrissa was trying to be a great friend to me. She was being a better friend than anyone else I was aiming for, and I realized that when it was too late. Now she and Erin have gone and become best friends... which remains a mystery I still have not uncovered anything about.

And then a little voice in the back of my head asks;
What about Lanie and Emily? Are you just going to give up on them like that?

I wish I wasn't giving up on them, little, innocent, sweet nasal-sounding conscience. I just don't think anybody who would give in to Kristy like that deserves a friendship at all. AT ALL. Even though my heart aches for a friend to share my depression woes with...

I need you, Bethie.
-Sonali

Birthdays

I flinched as Grace screamed, "6 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAAAAAAY!" bright and early this morning.

Okay, so its true. Only 6 days until her birthday.
Ohmigod... I'm letting that sink and... oh my dear lord... ONLY 6 DAYS UNTIL HER BIRTHDAY?!
Oh what oh what will we do?!

She does so much for us... we need to... we need to...
Sorry, you'll have to excuse me, I'm hyperventilating!
*pauses, looks around to make sure no one is there and knocks head again wall*
Gah! I wish Ruthie hadn't been so absorbed in the Awards and had looked at the calendar... cause sure as ice cream no one else in this family besides her even does as much as glimpse at the calendar...

What will we do? Help!
We could always take a photo of us all with matching outfits... or make her an album... but how will our little dolly hands do so? Its all so hard. What about a surprise party? Ah, not enough time .... A couture outfit? Ah, not enough money, and what will the couture companies think when a DOLL emails them?!

But, now that I mention it... this doll family really enjoys couture.
What would we buy for Grace, if we could?
I think I saw her drooling over a few of these outfits..

Liberty Jane Clothing - Destroyed LJ Jeans
Liberty Jane Clothing - Vintage LJ Jeans
Heritage Clothing - Wrap Top Dress (but sadly, they are sold out)
Melody Valerie Couture - Stripes Ahoy! ... yet it is sold out as well.


-Sonali

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Organic fruits, or Organic dolls?

I would like to say that Kristy is made from all-natural ingredients, no fertalizers, no harmful pesticides... But I can't.
She's made up of snobby extract, prissy preservatives, and platinum blonde food coloring.

To tell you the truth, it sickens me.
Why can't she see someone's real heart? Why can't she realize what she does to us? I don't get it. What would have happened to possess a person like that? Its horrible. Its cruel. And its MEAN. I just don't... I just... I don't understand it at all. Its so terrifying to think anyone ever would do that.

Whenever I look at Lanie, panic flashes in her eyes. Whenever SHE looks at ME, I see sympathy in those little hazel peepers. I think she knows I know something. And I hope she does know that I know something, cause I know that she's a horrible person.
Did that confuse you?
Lets put it like this;
I can't believe people that I thought were so nice, like Lanie and Emily, would fall in to Kristy's little games. How?! WHY?! Why would anyone give in to her?!

This is so unfair. The good people should rule. The bad people should fail.

-Sonali